Posted by: loyster on: September 27, 2009
Don’t mind the title, it just came into my head and I’m too lazy and tired to think of anything amusing so that will just have to do
Been doing a lot of random reading (I’m between 3 books at the moment – Stephen King, Harper Lee And Charles Dickens – but Harper Lee seems to be winning … re-reading means I don’t have to concentrate too much), random tv/movie watching (Skins, Final Destination, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, in my head to start on Dexter Season 2 and am going to watch Poltergeist after this boo yah!), random everything basically. Have some pictures to post up but again too erratic to do so.
Helped out at the Hotel last night – there was a Chinese wedding going on and you know how irritating it is with its multitude of dishes (only 7 last night thank God … the prawns were lovely though). Thankfully my F&B Manager spared me a lot of pain and designated me to help in the Kitchen – so I was alternating between mixing drinks, popping the decorations on the dishes and clearing the left overs.
Anyway what pissed me off was how some cow left behind her kid’s spoiled pampers. Disgusting, much? It’s like these people come through the main entrance and leave their brains behind. Urgh. Humans just kill me sometimes.
Bad news that got me really depressed last week. My PR app will probably only be finalised in 2012. 3 more freaking years
Guess I’ll be stuck here for longer than I thought.
And yeah, spare me the “grass is always greener” bullshit. I dunno why but I’ve just been feeling disengaged from it all lately. It’s as if the old me is floating somewhere above the clouds in some freakish out of body way. Creepy, no?
It’s just that I suddenly feel that there is nothing to be attached to here anymore. I did think of starting something but I’m not bloody interested anymore. I just want my own life – and it’s sad cause it looks like it’s going to happen later rather than sooner.
Oh well. QueenB says that everything happens for a reason and just for consoling myself, I will adhere to that. No point getting pissed off over something that I can’t change, right?
So onwards and forwards I say. I’m now going to enjoy the last few hours of my measly weekend! Adios, muchachos.